Unreasonable

My sis grows a year older today and i think so far she's been getting more screams and orders from my parents and brothers rather than getting pampered on her birthday. I kinda feel sad for her, coz i really wanted to do something big for her but since i had school and stuff and my mum was busy with her appointments, we decided not to.

Now, i think she's crying in the room and she's tweeting all this really angry and sad stuff about her birthday. I mean, like if i was in her position i would react and feel the same way. Getting screamed like that by my dad, wow. What a birthday for her. I wish i could do something for her now but i have no idea what. I want to console her or something but i don't think it will help. I don't want her to think that her friends are the only people she can rely on and stuff.

But whatever it is, i just hope she liked the gift i gave her and the cake. Happy 14th Birthday Nabilah <3 you know we all love you no matter what and i hope we can make you a better birthday celebration on Sunday.

We are Golden

Felt like doing a post before heading to bed, so here i am. Things have been going pretty well so far with new friends, old friends and also family(: I've been studying and also watching also catching up on shows like HIMYM and Gossip girl and stuff. Spent the "study break" doing mostly that.

Anyways, in like 11 hours or less i will have to take the SQPE test and i think i'm ready since this is the first time i've completed my notes from problem 1 to 15. SO GREAT! I'M READY!

I'm also searching for a job to keep me busy during the holidays but i have NO IDEA where to start. The jobs i've gotten were all from friends. I hate interviews but most of the jobs i want will probably require for me to go through an interview ):

And ohhhh, I've been wanting to get this out but i thought maybe i was too good for them(HEHE) but here goes...I DID NOT GET INTO FOP AND I'M KINDA BUMMED ABOUT IT. There i said it. Ok maybe putting aside all the impromptu interview and me not being ready and all, but i mean like why didn't they pick me. Am i not good enough? So see, if I can't handle interviews like this, what about job interviews?

Ok enough with my blabbering. Just saying what's on my mind. Gonna head to bed now so i can wake up early and not be late for tmrw's test. Wish me luck (:

Goodnight Lovelys.

Dum..dum..dumm

Things were really weird today. I was kinda upset at first with all the "not-telling" and "secret stuffs" but it turned out ok in the end. Got to clear up everything even though it was like the most awkward moment in my life. Never planned on him to find out but oh well, it was too obvious i guess.

I'm feeling good now, finally getting it off my chest. With a little help of watching 3 Idiots in class just now too, it kinda lifted my mood after the talk. Oh, and also thanks to Imran and Rachel for comforting me. You guys were great <33 Sorry to Imz for showing my ugly side sighz i so disappointed in myself.

I guess i was being too paranoid with how he might react and stuff and how awkward it would be but he took it quite well and i'm thankful for that. So, thanks to you also for being such a nice guy and handling it like a gentleman.

Anyways, i'm moving on. Afterall, we're still young and wild and free hehe. Till the next one gonna sleep.

Goodnight lovelys.

Sometimes things turn out differently than the way you want it to be but you'll just have to make the best of everything.

Even the Stars they burn

Another awesome cover(:

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

Really nice song(:

Nothing's Gonna Stop Me

Wow. It really happened. Don't really know how to react to this right now. Omgosh, I still can't believe it sighzz

Trying to be super strong, like superman! Ok that's lame but you get the idea. I just don't care anymore. Shouldn't be wasting my time being sad and all, life's too short! So I'll just be the 'happy-go-lucky' girl. Like how they say it. Not a care about what happens, I'll just go with the flow. Have to admit it though, was really kinda jealous about the way he did it. It was seriously super sweet, sighz if only it was me instead... Ok kidding (:

Just gonna move on then, since the universe won't wait for me to say something, I'll move on. I really don't know how I feel now. If I get too sad I'll just be disappointing myself coz I just don't wanna cry about it anymore.

So I can say I'm happy now. Not totally happy, but I'm good. I'm feeling this way coz he's happy, and also because I managed get through it better than how I'd expect it to be. Oh and also because I have really really great friends and I know that they would always be there for me no matter what <3

to this guy: Best wishes to the both of you, and I hope that you'll be a much more happier person when you're with her which means you'll be smiling a lot more(: so that's good right! Good luck then!

Ok, should be doing my rj but I'm doing this first. Till the next post!

Take care lovelys.